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2012-01-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

Work is awesome, because at least I'm kept occupied. :)
But fuck, it's gonna be awkward. -.-
But well, won't be seeing you much anyway, won't be that awkward I suppose?
Whatever la. -.-

I'm talking craps here, blahblahblah~

BYE. :D

2012

2012-01-15T12:46:00.002+08:00

Felt like blogging, but don't know what to say. -.- Irritating only, no inspiration siia. -.-

BYE.

2011-11-23T00:45:00.001+08:00

Work was quite, fun, with all those awesome workmates. :D

2011-10-19T00:35:00.002+08:00

My life, will be different, from now on.
Enough of all those disappointments, those heartaches, those tears, those harm, those hurts that we've brought to each other. I hope, this, is going to be the end of everything, and I mean everything. This love, is so suffocating. It was beautiful, but it will no longer be. Dreams are destroyed, promises are broken. I must not look back on all these unhappiness... This is the ending of our story, and as expected, it's not a happy ending.

2011-10-19T00:06:00.004+08:00

Fcuker. 就算后悔，也无所谓。放弃你自己，就像放弃我一样。所以在你放弃你自己的同时，我也是，彻底的放弃了。我没有把握，也没有勇气，去面对一个对我最亲近的人离我而去，所以我决定，先离开。我能明白你放弃的理由，也希望你明白我离开的原因。我们的梦想已经不可能发生了，我真的好想忘记你，因为你，真得让我太痛苦了。我是会后悔，但我没有选择。

2011-10-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

Scared... and nervous...

Was excited, kinda confident, but all these was crashed, tonight.
I know it's not a big deal, it's just an interview, blame me for being such a noob. -.-

I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow...
Trust, is such a hateful thing.
And happiness, doesn't last.

Forget it... Expected.

2011-10-11T18:46:00.003+08:00

Hello! :D

My Baby doesn't like my previous post, so I'm going to squeeze it down down down! :D

So, will be going for an interview tomorrow, didn't had any interview experience before, kinda scared and nervous. :) Hope everything goes on well tomorrow and hope they will hire me! :D and another hope, hope I won't lose my way! :D

*Hello Baby. <3
No more sad post already. Hees. :D
And your blog, you talking about Jojo ar? :D

2011-10-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

没有后悔过? 我是不会相信的. 还有, 我们之间的误会的确是越来越深, 所以你放心, 我会自动消失, 不会出现在你的生活里. 我也谢谢你恨我, 因为同样的, 我也恨你.

多于的话我是不会再说, 也不会再解释了.
你爱怎么想, 就怎么想.
但我是因为你, 而彻底的绝望了.

2011-10-01T01:41:00.002+08:00

I don't understand you. Why do you have to do this.

This is so fucked up...

My Brother. :D

2011-09-30T00:30:00.005+08:00

As I said, I feel like posting about my memories. :D So, here I am! :D And of course, the first person that I'm going to post, is my BROTHER! :D
(To readers, this post is going to bore you out, so I suggest, DON'T READ! :P)

THIS, is my Brother. :D
(Stole this pic from his fb. :P)

My 'enemy' since the day I was born. :) This guy here, likes to bully me. :( I remember I hated him, to the core, and there were a lot of moments that I wish he didn't exist, or I wished he could just die and leave me alone, that was how much I hated him. :P But now, all those angers, frustrations, and hatred seems to vanish, maybe it's because we have all grown up. :P Growing up with him is simply HORRIBLE. We fight and we scold each other vulgarities EVERYDAY. But there was one day, it was so peaceful, we didn't fight and quarrel, instead, we sat down on our individual chairs and watch 'Wheel Of Fortune', with our maid beside us, taking care of us. :D I remembered that day quite well because we didn't fight, and he didn't bully me. :P

But there were also times we played together, with our cousins. :D We played wrestling! :D Those chokeslams, Stone Cold Stunner, and submissions, all were done on me and some of my little cousins which were quite small-sized of course. Poor us. :( We played somersaults as well. Stacked all our mattress together, stood on the table, and jumped/somersaulted right on the mattress. :P That was my brother and my another cousin, I don't dare to jump, so I stood at the side and watched them play. -.-

That was not all. :P My brother and me, even went to steal money from my parent's room, I was just an accomplice though, he stole money from those piggy banks, and I stood at the door, helping him to see if my parents are coming. :P What bad kids my parents have. :P And we even unlocked the window and climbed out of it to get out of the house. And my brother will sneaked out of the house in the middle of the night to meet his friends. :P Seriously, all those bad things that we did, he was the mastermind, I was still small so I listened to everything he said, how stupid seriously. -.-

That was my childhood! :D All these has passed, but everytime I think of it, it warms me up a little inside, because even though we fight and quarrel, we are still close. And my brother, from a bad kid, until now, I saw the change in him, a good change. :) And, I'm proud to have him, as my brother. He may not be a good brother, he may not protect me, he won't dote on me that's for sure, but at least he won't bully me anymore. Hahaha. :P

I hope he will be really be happy, with my future sister-in-law. :P All the best to him, and I wish, everything will go on smoothly for him, be it studies now, or the career he's going to have in future. :) He's going to be the only family I have when my parents passed on, siblings is for life, I don't understand that in the past, but now I do. :)

Lastly, presenting my brother and me! :P
Kinda pathetic, because ever since we grew up, I've never taken a picture with him. :(

A looooooooooooooooooong post. :P Readers that visited, don't have to care about this post, hahahaha. Cause it'll only be a waste of time to you! :D

Goodbye readers! :D
Have a nice day! :D

Brand New Start

2011-09-29T17:59:00.002+08:00

September is finally going to be over~ :D What a bad month, I hope the next month, the next next month, the next next next month will be better! :D A lot has happened, don't wanna elaborate on it, shall have a brand new start, to have a brand new me! :D Oh, and I want to post about every single person that played a part in my life, I think it's going to be fun! :D Shall start tomorrow, maybe? :P Or perhaps, tonight? Heehee. :D

Shall stop here now! Goodbye readers! :)
Have a nice day! :D

2011-09-17T00:36:00.002+08:00

Fifth Day - 16th September.

Went out with friends again. Went Cine, again. -.- then walked to Plaza Sing. Bought my plain black t-shirt, I feel like it's a waste of money. :( I want to buy clothes. :( Always wear the same clothes, damn sian siia. :'( But I'm soooooo lazy to go shopping. :( Sigh, talking crap again. :(

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不知道我们下一次见面会是什么时候，当然，我希望我们还会有下一次。也希望老天，会给你第二次活下去的机会。请你，一定要加油。:)

2011-09-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

How, am I suppose to walk this through with you? Somehow, I feels like you're blaming me, but it's okay, it's only right that you blame me, maybe I wasn't really that strong as you mentioned. I'm weak, unlike you. I'm tired of explaining anyway. I know I should be there with you, but I can't. It's not like I don't want to, I can't help it. Maybe this is just excuses to you, whatever. And, I wish you all the best, too.

2011-09-14T10:44:00.002+08:00

Third Day - 14th September.

Woke up at this timing, thanks to the drillings upstairs and downstairs. -.- Feel so pissed off seriously, every once in awhile, drillings here and there, is there seriously so much things to drill?! If I could, I will drill their brain off man, that's how fucking pissed off I am. -.-

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It seems like everything has changed. Changed so drastically. But I guess, that's life. Not expecting anything anymore, let nature take it's course, I suppose I'm happier this way. :) Leaving everything to fate, instead of stressing this and that, thinking of what to do when I know I can't do anything. :) 就让一切随缘吧。:)

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Happy that I was your Baby for one day, or should I say just a few hours, sad to know that it ended so fast. Talked about our memories, wishing it could happen again, but, it's not going to happen twice. I wish you, all the best, in whatever decision you will make. :) Take great care.

2011-09-13T00:04:00.002+08:00

First Day - 12th September

Finally met up with my friends after so long, not a bad feeling, except that they were fucking late and I have to wait for them. -.- But it went well in the end. :) Smurfs was awesome! I'm glad I watched that movie, money well spent! :D Clumsy is freaking CUTE! I want to bring him home! :D Had our late lunch after that and walked quite a lot today, but I kinda enjoyed today, I suppose? :)

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And I really want to say sorry to my mum, she's not going to see this, but I don't have the courage to say it to her face, so my blog is the only place I can come to. :D

Mummy, I'm sorry for showing attitudes these few days, I've been so rude to you, the way I answer to your questions, even I can't stand myself, how did you control your temper and not scold me? I really, really want to apologise for being rude to you, everytime I answer rudely to you, the next second I would regret and feel guilty, and the next moment, the same thing happens again. I know I'm taking you for granted, but I will try to stop, I'm sorry Mummy, I'm sorry... You know, I really wish I can tell you everything, but I can't... All the attitudes towards you, it will stop by tomorrow. I will be fine, again. :)
妈妈，我真得很想让你知道，我真得很庆幸能够有你这个妈妈，我爱你，等你老了之后，我会照顾你，这个，是我给你的承诺。或许现在的我，还漫不经心，不懂事，但我一定会改。:)

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当所有人离开你的时候，只有家人才会在你身边，给你鼓励，让你坚强。这个道理，我现在才慢慢地明白。

Our story, seems to have ended. And as expected, forever doesn't exist, happy endings is just a fairytale, and love, still hurts...

2011-09-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

Dear diary,

I spent don't-know-how-long reading the blog of someone I know the best, which is myself, obviously. -.- Copied this part from the blog of someone I love. :) My English still hasn't improved after all these times, I wish I can go back to school and let Mz Yzelman teach me again. :P So, I read through my own blog, too. I was smiling and also wondering what did you think of when you read through all those posts. :)

I was so happy back then, having breakfast with you early in the morning, spending time with you almost everyday, and watching movies. :) We watched a lot of movies, and we decided we will watch a thousand movies, if it's possible. Though we haven't reach that goal yet, but, hundreds of movies is also no joke. :) I cherished the times when we could spend time together, but now, everything is different. I wish you can sleep on my shoulders again and I will hold your head to prevent you from falling. I wish, I can hug you and hold your hands. All these may seems easy to others, but it's so difficult to us. Hugging you and holding your hands, can only be a wish now.

You are right, we are both so tired. But I hope you will have the will to stay alive, and the desire to fight for your life, I won't say anything more on this, because it's pointless, I cannot ask you to fight if you don't want to, right? :) And I hope we are still meant to be... We seems to be drifting apart, we are so far away from each other, I'm not talking about the distance, but our hearts, I know you feel the same too. And of course, I hope we will make it through, hopefully. Because other then hoping, there is nothing I can do now.

'May we meet when the mid-way comes along.'

**No matter what, I will still ask you to stay strong even if you don't like to hear this. Stay strong, and miracles will happen.

2011-09-10T15:21:00.002+08:00

You're not the only one that's trying. Okay, I was in the wrong, and by apologising, it won't help a single thing, I've never spared a thought for you, you're fighting, and this is all I could give you. EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT! Feeling so fucked up! Regretted posting that bloody piece of crap, because if I didn't, none of this would have happened, it would have stayed the same, instead of worse. Damn it.

2011-09-10T00:12:00.001+08:00

Sigh, I didn't know...

I'm sorry then.

Heaven

2011-09-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

HEAVEN

Oh, thinking about all our younger years,
There was only you and me,
We were young and wild and free.
Now nothing can take you away from me.
We’ve been down that road before,
But that's over now.
You keep me coming back for more.

Baby you're all that I want.
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And your love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

Now, nothing could change what you mean to me.
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now,
Cause our love will light the way.

Baby you're all that I want.
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven.

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

Now our dreams are coming true.
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you.

(We’re in heaven.)

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart.
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven.

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We may not be the same as before, no texts, no contacts, totally nothing. But it doesn't mean I've forgotten about you, there's not a day that I've not been missing you. Maybe we are all tired, and I know you are suffering, but I don't know what to say to you anymore, because you will know, what is the best thing to do. No matter what I say, it won't help, but Baby, whenever you make any decisions, remember our dreams, when you are going through all those pain, remember the future we're going to have. I know you're not that strong, but you're trying, you're still fighting, and I'm proud of you Baby, please, continue to fight, fight through this virus monster, don't be defeated by it.

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Baby, you are all that I want, and you are all that I need. Don't be afraid of the obstacles that's coming your way, because our love, will protect you, and keep you strong. I just want you to know you're not alone. Never, alone. I will always love you Baby, always. No matter how long you're going to take, my heart only wants you, and no one else. So, take all the time you need, don't be afraid I won't love you anymore, because, it's not going to happen.

Baby, I love you.

2011-09-07T11:17:00.002+08:00

Dear Mummy,

Thanks for bringing me to this, world. :) I don't find the world beautiful yet, maybe in time to come I will, but I'm really glad I'm your daughter, you're the best mother I could ever find. :) It must have took you great pains and effort to give birth to this useless daughter of yours. Thanks for being there for me when I'm sick, when I'm the most helpless, you helped me up, thanks a lot Mummy. :) I guess, even when I have no one, I will still have you with me, so you must to a ripe old age! Live as long as you can! :D I know one day, you will still leave me, but please, not so soon. :( And Mummy, I LOVE YOU. Once again, thanks for everything you've done for me, you may think that I don't care, but I do, I really do. :) Love you Mummy. :)

2011-08-27T19:17:00.001+08:00

Rotting at home in progress. -.-
Dying of boredom. -.-

2011-08-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

Though I don't know what you're tired of, so I assumed, it's about your health.

I hope you'll not give up, I know it's easier said than done, I've never gone through the pain that you experienced, but I know you're tired of everything, staying in hospital, and perhaps, feeling weak. But I really hope, you will not give up, please, stay strong. Stay strong, for people that loves you, that cares about you. You've come this far, don't give up now. Please.

2011-08-02T03:09:00.002+08:00

From now on, I want to write down what is happening to me, what did I do and everything. :) And if possible, I'm going to transfer them to my diary! :D Heehee. :D Hope it's gonna be consistent and, I hope I won't be lazy, AND, provided I got something to write. :) Those boring stuffs about staying at home and watching tv will not be included. :D

Shall not be lazy, especially when that day, involves you. :)

2011-06-29T18:19:00.002+08:00

Trying to stop thinking.
Trying, really hard.

2011-06-13T02:34:00.003+08:00

I hate you, for always saying you will be leaving soon.
I hate you, for saying I'll meet someone else, and having you replaced.
I hate you, for loving me.
I hate you, for not loving yourself.

I HATE YOU.

But I still, love you so.

2011-06-12T01:00:00.001+08:00

Fuck.

2011-06-07T00:43:00.001+08:00

I still believe, we're meant to be.

2011-05-19T01:19:00.002+08:00

Blog is freaking dead.

I miss my Baby. :( So much things to say, but it can all sum up in three words, 'I miss you'. I don't know why, whenever I want to say something, the words I use and how I speak always sounds so cliche. -.- I can't even stand it myself. -.-

Anyway, all my family members have all fallen sick, I'm still the strongest! :D Hope they will recover soon soon! :D And I hope my mum won't always nag at me. -.- She keeps nagging at me nowadays, because I keep lazing around at home and not finding work. :( SIAN~ :(

Okay, my mood for blogging ends here. :P
Byebye. :P

2011-04-16T14:34:00.000+08:00

HI!

Work is fun. :P

Byebye. :P

ENOUGH

2011-04-03T04:09:00.002+08:00

I NEED YOU TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF. Why can't you love yourself, for the sake of me? I'M WORRIED SICK! I know how it feels like to lose sleep, to have insomnia, but drinking is not the cure! Why are you always making me so worried... I'm serious when I said I cannot, I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU, Don't make me live without you, PLEASE. STOP DOING THINGS TO HURT YOURSELF. You're hurting me as well.

You don't have to let me go, and I don't want you to let me go either. True, maybe other people can make me smile, can make me laugh, but none, NONE, CAN MAKE ME AS HAPPY WHEN I'M WITH YOU. ONLY YOU CAN MAKE ME HAPPY. Why can't you feel it?! I only want you to make me happy, I ONLY WANT YOU!

Can you please, PLEASE, I beg you, to stop hurting yourself, I cannot imagine myself without you. I JUST WANT YOU TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, is that so difficult?!

FUCK SERIOUSLY, F.U.C.K.!

2011-03-23T03:21:00.001+08:00

Fuck those insecurities. I HATE THIS.

Dear mind, please stop thinking.

2011-03-23T01:26:00.001+08:00

You're dying to go... THEN JUST GO.

Nothing is worth it for you to stay anyway...

Holidays

2011-03-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

Exams is finally over and holidays is finally here! Costing wasn't that bad, and so, I can't wait for my results to be released! :D Have been slacking around at home and going out, wanted to look for jobs, but, LAZINESS CONQUERED ME. :( But, I NEED INCOME BADLY. :'( I'm so contradicting. SIGH. :(

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Watched {Ghost} today with BABY. :D I thought that movie was supposed to be touching, but end up, the whole cinema was laughing even when the scene was supposed to be touching. -.- The movie was, quite alright. :) The lead actor is so handsome! :P

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And, just watched the news on TV. The Earthquake and Tsunami... Gosh, such a huge damage. :'( I hope Japan will survive through this. :'( *Praying for Japan and all the 53 countries.* All these natural disasters is scaring me. It makes me think that 2012 is really going to be the end of the world... :'( And 2012 is like, only ONE YEAR AWAY. :'(

*Pray for Japan, Pray for Asia, Pray for the WORLD.

Exams

2011-03-03T23:39:00.003+08:00

Exams is just round the corner, done a few of the revision papers, but it doesn't helps. :( Those papers are taking away my confidence because I can't seem to get those answers right. Oh well, doesn't matter, I'll just try my best. :)

After 7th March, it's GOODBYE to ITE life. I don't really like ITE anyway. Especially that bloody distance from Bishan MRT to my school. -.- I hate to walk that route. -.- I'm glad I don't have to go through that cycle anymore.! :D And I'm glad I've met quite a lot of awesome friends there. :D They made my ITE life so much bearable and so much fun. :D Feels kinda weird though, it's like I want to get out of school asap, but I don't want to leave so soon. :) I guess it's normal? Since I've spent my two years there. :D

I'm going to be free after Monday! :D But I'm going to be stressed first. :(
Okay, I'll be back after my exam, so. BYE! :)

Can I take a break, tonight?
Away from all the stress, and problems?
Feel so tired, already.

2011-02-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

Time to update! :P

CNY is over~ Cannot collect angbaos anymore till next year. :( And I've spent almost half of my angbao money siia. :( Cannot, must save already. :'( If not Valentine's Day and 19th I will have no money to celebrate. :( Pathetic. :'(

And school isn't any better! :( Costing sucks! Bloody teacher teach so fast, gan chiong spider. -.- And now I don't understand most of the topic.! :( And project 2 is due on Friday. Almost done, just a few more editing. :D Hope I can finish it by tomorrow. :)

Okay, mind is blank now. :P
Don't feel like updating le. :P
Update again soon! :P

Complaints

2011-01-31T23:28:00.003+08:00

I don't have the CNY feeling even though it's just three days away. -.- Other people are clearing away their things for CNY whereas my dad is ADDING MORE THINGS to our house. My Dad never fails to do things to make me hate him. Okay, maybe hate is a strong word, dislike will be better. -.- My house is already a PIG STY, and he kept bringing things home and our house is turning into a TRASH BIN! -.- And, the things he brought home are the things that people threw away! -.- There's hardly any space left for me to walk! Going home is like going into a RUBBISH BIN! Seriously who wants a home like that?! And the worse part is, HE keeps telling me to pack my things when he doesn't even pack his own things! Home, makes me FUCKING frustrated. -.- I think when my dad gets older, he'll be like those elderly man in the drama shows, always keeping those useless things all around his house and making the house all dirty and stinks like hell. -.- BUT, well, he's my Dad, and I love him. :P

Okay, just feel like complaining, because it's like nothing much, and nobody will want to listen to me ranting about my family. :P Well, on a happier note, I played badminton today with KH, like finally, and some, kids played with us too, kinda fun. :D And, I'm so happy with my CA2 results! Kinda surprised, but happy! :D

And, I hope Baby will get well soon. She's been feeling sick since yesterday. I really hope nothing bad is going to happen to her. Supergirl must be super, cannot fall sick one. :( Get well soon Baby. :( I love you. :( Faster recover, because I miss you... :'(

That's all readers, I'm going to bed soon. Hopefully, before 12. :)
Goodnight. :)

2011-01-24T21:02:00.003+08:00

My last lesson was cancelled today! HAPPY! :D Thanks to Ganesan! He should do this more often. :P And I went to SW today, what a miracle. I don't feel like going when I woke up early in the morning, but I still dragged myself out of bed and went to school! Such a goodkid eh? :P So, played badminton for that 1 hour plus, kinda fun, but didn't really sweat a lot. :( Can't wait to play with KH on, next next Monday? :P If I'm not lazy, I shall go and book court on Sunday. IF, I'M NOT LAZY. :P

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CA2 is coming~ But so is CNY! :D I don't want to fail my CA2, but I don't understand one of the units. -.- Shall do my revision in class tml. :) AND, I HAVEN'T BOUGHT MY JEANS! :'( ARGH~ I told my Mama, and she said Saturday go buy. :( But, I feel so uncomfortable buying clothes with her. :'( But I need to buy. Basket siia. :( How? :( Don't care first, at most, don't buy. :D

Okay. That's all readers! :D

SORE THROAT

2011-01-21T19:44:00.004+08:00

No school today, because our two teachers, Ms Tan, went on course, and Gansesan, if I'm not wrong, had an appointment with the polyclinic? :) Awesome shit. :D This should happen more often, so that I can sleep more. :) Talking about sleep more, I'm so tired even though today no school. :( And I woke up with a bloody sore throat. :'( And it's getting worse. :'( I HATE SORE THROAT. :'( SORE THROAT SUCKS. :( I hope 'Pi Pa Gao' can help me. :( This time round, I don't want sore throat to stick with me for days~ Faster go away! :(

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On a lighter note, I'll be meeting my Retard Baby <3 tml! Go shopping again. :D I hope I'll be able to buy my jeans this time. :)

Okay, that's all for today readers!
Bye! :D

2011-01-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

I wish CNY will arrive faster. :( I want holidays, because school sucks. :(
Need to wake up early for school, walk that bloody distance to reach my school, attend those boring lessons and do all those stupid assignments. ARGH~

BYE.

2011-01-14T22:40:00.004+08:00

School today was totally a waste of time. -.- Ganesan didn't come for the first two hours, end up we was doing our own work. Next two periods was Project 2, was suppose to do our research, but we end up fb-ing and twitter-ing. -.- Basically, my first half of Friday was wasted just like that. :(

Met up with Baby <3 after school! :D Went to AMK to catch a movie {Love & Other Drugs}? I guess so, I forgot the title. :P Then went back to Khatib, and home-ed! :D Time always pass so fast when we're together! :( But we'll be seeing each other again tomorrow! Heehee. <3 Oh! And I saw Baboon! :P Like finally, after so long. :P

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Baby, though we wasn't really fine a few days back, and I know, I've said words, to hurt you, again. I know you've been feeling very terrible and the only thing I did was to make it more worse instead of better, I'm, very sorry Baby... I've misunderstood you, wronged you when I didn't get the facts right, making you feel so pissed off and upset. But all that I've done, I don't mean it, I know sorry doesn't helps anything and all these has already happened ALOT of times, I failed to understand you, I failed to be there for you when you need me, the most. For once, I won't say I'm sorry, but, thank you, for still loving me and wanting to be with me. Despite all those I've done, I really love you...

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{Continued} Was supposed to update a few hours ago, but my bro came back. -.- So couldn't update earlier. AND, THEY'RE PLAYING MAHJONG AGAIN! WTF SERIOUSLY. Can't they go elsewhere and play?! It's so freaking irritating.! F. -.- Hope I can go to bed tonight. -.-

Okay, shall stop here. BYE.

2011-01-12T00:13:00.002+08:00

Shall update a little before going to bed.

SCHOOL IS BORING. -.-

2011-01-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

So, it's MONDAY. -.-
MONDAY BLUES~

School starts today, seriously BORING. -.- Skipped my SW, AGAIN. I think I go to school just to daydream. I don't have energy to think what the teacher is talking about. -.- And projects, OMG, Ms Tan kept on blabbering and I just sit there staring into space. -.- CFM DIE. :( TOO TIRED already! :( I have to sleep early tonight, TRY, if not tomorrow, I'll become a zombie. :( And it's been raining for the whole day, I like. :D Though it's kinda cold. :P

Okay, I guess that's all. :P
Oh! I'm meeting my Baby tml. <3 Hees. :P

2011-01-08T01:43:00.002+08:00

Okay, *Someone, is hoping that I'll update my blog, so I shall not let her down. :P

Today's weather is freaking cold I swear. -.- I should have brought my jacket out, but I didn't, stupid me. -.- But on the other hand, I'm glad I didn't, Hahaha, cause I can hug Baby to keep her, and of course myself, warm. Hees. :D

Met up with Baby today, or should I say, yesterday. :P Went to have my hair cut, I swear it's f. short! :( I kept complaining and grumbling to Baby. :'( But, I think, after looking at my hair for quite some time, it looks kinda okay to me already. I'm not going to tell them to cut my hair SHORT again. Regret! :( Hope it'll faster grow longer. :( And we played MD again! :D It's so fun playing with Baby, though I kept losing. :P I wanna play again! :D I want to win Baby, heehee. :P

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Countdown, 2 more days to school reopens. :(

Okay, I shall stop here le. :D
Might be buying clothes together with my Mummy tomorrow.
Hope this time I'll be able to buy it, don't wanna drag it any longer. :)

BYEBYE! :D

2011-01-06T22:55:00.004+08:00

My holidays is going to be over, soon. :'( How I wish I can stop going to school. Projects is awaiting me, hope it will be easy and everything will be going on smoothly. And Costing CA is on the 26th, Omg, is this 'stress' that I'm feeling? :( But I'm going to be positive! Everything will be fine. :D Just 2 more months and I'll be graduating! Though I still don't know what I'm going to do after that, but I'm still looking forward to it. :D

So, Baby came to my place ytd, though we only watched shows and played Monopoly Deal, but I still enjoyed myself. :D And I'm missing her already, but I'll be meeting her tomorrow! :D I'm so going to cut my hair tml. :D

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Get well soon, though I don't know what is going to happen to you, but I, hope you'll be alright. I'll be right here with you even if anything happens. :) I love you, Baby.

BYE. :)

2011-01-04T02:28:00.000+08:00

Seriously, WTF is wrong?!

FUCK ALL THESE FUCKING BLOODY SHIT!

2011-01-03T02:47:00.002+08:00

One more week of holidays. :( Awww~ But I shouldn't complain, because I'm already quite lucky, others start sch today! Hahaha. :P *evil.

I'm so tired but I know I won't be able to sleep even if I go to bed now. :(

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There's nothing for me to update, but I just felt like updating. :P
Okay, I shall stop here already.
BYEBYE. :P

Goodluck to those going to school later. :P

2011-01-01T04:19:00.003+08:00

GOODBYE 2010. HELLO 2011. :D

Shall post before I tun in for the night. :)

2010 was really a great year, I hope 2011 will be even more better. :) What's past is past, but all those memories will still be there. I will never be able to forget some part of the memories, but I'm going to SMILE while thinking back what happened. :D

It was a good start for 2011. :D Spent our longest hours together with Baby. I think? :P Went to Esplanade to watch fireworks. Fireworks was really awesome, freaking damn beautiful! I think the fireworks lasted for 7-10 mins. :) But, it was freaking loud, and STUFFY. -.- And we had to walk a LONG WAY to reach Raffles Mrt Station, it took us almost 1 hour. Omg. But it was still quite okay, cause Baby was with me. <3 Reached home at around 2plus. Got nagged by my mother. -.- Don't feel like complaining much, since I know she's worried about me that's why I got nagged. Hees. :D

I'm a Happy Kid. :D I hope I can maintain this mood for the whole year which I think it's impossible. :P But, maybe, MOST of the time. :D Thankyou everybody, or whoever, that put a smile on my face last year, appreciate much. :D

Now, I shall go to bed with this happy mood of mine. Hees. :P :D Good night everybody, or should I say, Good Morning! :D

Have a Happy New Year People!
All The Best! :D

BYEBYE! :D

2010-12-31T01:22:00.003+08:00

2010 will be gone in less than 24 hours. Somehow, can't bear to part with it. Because there's too many beautiful memories. One year is going to pass just like that. Omg, too emotional. :P Not good. :P

I believe 2011 is going to be a good year! That's what I heard from some Taiwan Variety Show. :P Heehee. :D

Okay. I shall stop here. :D
Can't wait to see Baby <3 later! <3
BYEBYE! :D

2010-12-30T02:31:00.003+08:00

Time check: 2.32AM. :P

I realise I'll only blog in the morning around this timing. :D

This is my blog, and I'm going to write down my thoughts. :)
(You can just skip this whole paragraph. :D)

I, don't know why, but my mood is so, so affected. I'm very unhappy. I hate fake smiling. I don't want to affect any other person with my bad mood, I don't want to be the cause of someone's unhappiness. But I'm tired of putting on a fake smile. Why can't I be unhappy? Why am I so stressed up?! I want this feeling to go away. Millions of thoughts running through my head, I wanna be fine, but I just can't be. What is it that I'm thinking? Why can't it just stop. I NEED PEACE, in my head. Sometimes I really wanted to take my brain out and washed it thoroughly. So that I can stop thinking, just for one night, it'll be enough.

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Wow, I guess I did feel better. :D
I hope Baby's fever will go away, please, get well soon.
I miss you so much I became so emo. :'(
Baby. :'( I need to endure for one more day. :(

One more day to New Year's Eve.
Two more days to New Year. :)

2010 seems to be flying pass.
2010 is a good year, hope 2011 will be better. :)
I'm looking forward to what 2011 is bringing for me. :)

:D

2010-12-29T04:11:00.002+08:00

I'm so damn bored. -.-
It's past 4am now and I'm still awake. :(
Bad body clock. :(

Been staying at home these few days, want to go out also cannot. No money. :( Money Money Money~ This freaking world, no money no talk no mood.! :( School's starting on the 10th, how am I going to survive? :( SIGH~

But on a happier note, I'm going to meet my Baby soon! Exactly TWO days time! :D can't wait to see her, no money, also can enjoy, right? :P Miss that Adorable retard so damn much! :P

B.O.R.E.D.

Shall be back soon.
BYE. :)

2010-12-28T03:49:00.003+08:00

Hello!

So, I'm back to blogging. :P
It's going to be a new year soon, 2011!
I hope I can keep on updating my blog and not let it rot, or worse still, close down. :P
I promise, I'll be blogging again, very soon. :)

* I realise, I still love this blogskin. Haha. :D

Byebye. :D

2010-11-06T15:21:00.002+08:00

Not feeling good for the whole day.
Been coughing non-stop, and my throat is not better. :(
SIGH~ Falling sick so easily these days. :( WEAKER AND WEAKER. :(
Is it because I kept spitting away my anitibiotics? :(

Went to see doctor early in the morning. Had Mac breakfast! That's the only happy thing for me until now. :P Slacked until now after eating. So boring, tired. :( Feel like sleeping, but don't feel like sleeping? :( I don't want my friend to visit me! :'( SO SAD~ :(

Hope my little Baby will get well soon.
Bad sorethroat, irritating her. :( Shoo shoo~ :(
Baby must drink more water and don't eat ice-cream okay. :D
I love you. :)

Done, byebye. :)

2010-11-05T13:32:00.002+08:00

Happy Deepavali. -.-

Holiday today, but it's so f. boring. And thanks to my SOREthroat, I'm feeling so frustrated. -.- Water doesn't seems to help, I drank two bottles already, and it's not getting any better! -.- Argh! Feel like slitting my throat and clear whatever that's irritating it. FUCK. -.-

BYE. -.-

2010-11-02T02:18:00.003+08:00

Omg, it's like, 2am plus in the morning, and I've got to wake up around 6plus, which means 4 hours of sleep left for me. Gosh. I don't want to be a panda la. :( Shall update a little before going to bed. :)

Had my NAPFA, ytd.? I failed like almost ALL of the 5 stations? I can go bang wall already. -.- Had my 2.4 too, finally everything is over. :D My body is still not aching yet, maybe later it will start to ache. :P So, basically, that's all for ytd. :P

Meeting Baby later for breakfast! Can't wait! :D
So I shall go to bed now then. :) GOODNIGHT! :)

Baby, I love you so much. <3

2010-10-30T01:13:00.002+08:00

Shall update first before I go to bed. :)

Sch was a waste of time ytd. -.- Attended lesson for an hour, after that was some Halloween concert. I swear it was hell boring la. -.- If it wasn't for attendance I wouldn't have went. Basket. -.- Okay, no use complaining. -.-

After school, went to meet Baby again. :D Baby always can brightens up my day, even by pouting, haha! :P Baby is so damn cute! Wanna bring her home with me. :D Baby, hope your throat will be fine soon. :(

Met Lover around 8pm, passed me my super belated present? :D Thanks alot! Hees. :D

Okay, I guess, that's all for today, I'm going to bed soon. :D

2010-10-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

HI! :D

School was fine today, feeling kinda tired throughout, but I endured! I didn't sleep! I'm such a goodkid. *pat on the back* :P Costing is still as confusing, Project is still as, slack? :P But I guess project is going to be more and more stress. :( I don't want. :(

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Met Baby after school, awesome day, though I was really kinda tired, but Baby made me feel energetic at the end of the day, haha! :P I love spending time with Baby even when we keep doing the same old things. :D I love my Baby so damn much! <3

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Next week is going to be a very boring week. -.- Monday NAPFA, got to stay in school till FIVE?! Supposed to end at ONE! :'( Wednesday, don't know where the hell is that place, but I think, the WHOLE school is going to attend some career talk. -.- ATTENDANCE IS COMPULSORY, WTH?! SIGH~ Boring~

Nothing much anymore. BYE.!

2010-10-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

Before the day ends.
Happy 19th Birthday my dearest Baby! :D
19 is still young, no worries, not aunty okay! Haha! :P

Baby, though we did nothing much, but I hope you enjoyed. :D
I love you, so much.! Must be happy, always. :D

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Okay! I'm so tired already. Still got sch tml! BYEBYE! :D
And oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY! Hees. :D

Goodnight!

2010-10-25T14:54:00.002+08:00

School is seriously boring! -.- ESPECIALLY C.O.S.T.I.N.G! Makes me want to sleep only! I want to sue Ganesan, for attempting to murder us. I think he's trying to bore us to death la. -.- Still got half a year need to endure. :( How? :(

I've got nothing else to blog already, boring siia~
So, byebye. :)

2010-10-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

So boring today. :( Watch TV-Sleep-Play Com. -.-

It's Monday again tml. Have to attend those super boring lessons. -.-
Someone just kill me, then I don't have to go school anymore. :D

Okay, crap. Stop here, BYEBYE. :P

2010-10-24T01:04:00.003+08:00

HELLO~ :D

I know I've stopped posting like centuries ago. :P So I'm back to save it. I'll TRY to keep posting, promise. :P I shall stop here today, HAHAHA. :P BYEBYE. :D

*Ilovemybabysomuch.

**It's not centuries ago what, it's not even one month. -.-
Chey. :P BYEBYE! :P

2010-10-01T01:47:00.001+08:00

Feel like closing down my blog. -.-
Cause I'm so lazy to update, anymore. -.-

2010-08-17T02:30:00.004+08:00

Hello. *wave* :D

I keep updating these two days, miracle huh. :P
Went all the way to Somerset ytd, just to study. It was freaking cold at ljs seriously, their air-con is free I suppose? -.- The whole three hours, I only did one Accounting question, not exactly did though, copied is a better word. :P Stayed there around 7plus, went to Yishun to get my stuffs and home-ed I went. :) Nothing much. :)
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I thought of opening up to you, but I failed. I really wish I can tell you everything, everything about me, but I can't. Because I simply cannot imagine your reaction when you knows it. I chose to shut up and let you know it yourself, I know you'll be disappointed but I'm prepared. I'm old enough, I know what I'm doing, I know what's right, and what's wrong. And even if I'm doing the wrong thing, then just let me bear the consequences myself.

Okays! I shall update till here, if I can't sleep tml, I shall update again. :P BYEBYE. :D

I miss you, so much.
I don't want us to drift apart..
I, love you.
Can we, start afresh?

2010-08-15T03:34:00.002+08:00

Since I got nothing to do at this time, I shall post then. :)

Celebrated that BlurCat's birthday ytd. :P Went to Bugis and had our dinner at HongKong Cafe. :D Chatted and laughed. And as usual, she's being bullied by me, I can't help it seriously, she's too fun to bully. :P That B.I.G cup of milktea was supposed to be finished by Cathryn, but end up she kept on filling other people's cup and left only a LITTLE for herself, so not fair, it'll be so fun to see her finish that cup of milktea. *evil* :P So, after dinner, went home. That's all. :D

I hope that BlurCat enjoyed, though we only had dinner tgt. :)
Once again, Happy 18th Birthday, you're finally legal. :)

Okays, at least I wasted a bit of time posting this. :P I can't get to sleep... And it's like 3.43am? :( That's the only bad thing of holidays, I won't force myself to go to bed. Sigh. :( I need to sleep, I'm tired. *Yawn*

I shall stop here le, byebye. :)

2010-08-14T12:05:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday, CATHRYN ANG YI ZHEN! :D
I posted specially for you lehx, touched right?! I know you are. Haha! :P
I hope you'll be still as blur as before, so that I can always bully you. :P
And I hope one day, I can still see the 'frog jump' you made years ago, hahaha! *evil* :P

Enjoy your day Dearest! :D

2010-08-07T22:01:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored now! :(

The noise downstairs is making me so irritated. I don't like National Day. :( I want PEACE~ Argh... There's nothing for me to do, internet is boring, there's nothing to watch on TV as well. :(

Okays, I don't care, TV is better than internet. -.-

BYEBYE. I love SATO KAORI. :D Heehee. :D

2010-08-05T21:40:00.003+08:00

Okays, I shall update a little for now, cause I'm so so tired. :P
I want to go to bed SOON~

Watched {Inception} at Jurong Point today with Baby. That show, I don't really understand what the movie is actually talking about. -.- I guess it's because I didn't pay attention? Hees. :P It was an awesome day today. I enjoyed myself! :D

Oh yeah, I skipped school again today. :P I don't feel like going to school anymore. -.- School sucks, esp Accounting. -.- I don't get WTH the teacher is talking, what the heck is CONSOLIDATED STATEMENT?! I don't wanna flunk my Accounts. :( Who wanna help me? :( EXAMS IS COMING~ But I'm not feeling stress yet, that's a bad bad thing. :( Exam mood, please come to me, I need you~ I've been slacking a lot, and I'm gonna flunk my exams sooner or later. :( Okays, enough of that. :)

Been watching quite a lot of movies lately. And now, I'm like so broke. :( I hate this feeling of having no money, I must learn how to save. But it seems impossible. :(

Okay! Enough for today! :D I'm seriously so lazy to update. :P
BYEBYE. :P

*Happy Birthday to Singapore in advance. :P

2010-07-10T17:16:00.002+08:00

Wow, I haven't been updating like for ALMOST a month.
Thanks Baby, for taking the effort to update for me. Hees. :P

As usual, I forgot what happened these few days. STM. But I remembered I watched {Toy Story 3} and {Eclipse}. :P {Toy Story 3} was hilarious! Baby kept laughing at the Potato which was not a potato. :P Not a bad show actually. :D Didn't really watch {Eclipse} though, no mood to watch... So I just went in there and stare at the screen. -.- Waste my money go watch, bloody hell. But whenever Jacob appears, I''ll pay attention, he's hot la! OMG! He's much more better looking than Edward! :D His muscles is just nice la, not too big not too small, PERFECT! :D

Okays, enough, Hees. :P School is pretty much the same, I don't want to skip school anymore, cause I think my warning letter coming. :P So I'll just be a goodkid and attend every lesson since exams is like two months away. :P I've been slacking alot ever since school started. That's so so bad~ Shall try to change. :P

Okays, that's all for today, BYEBYE. Shall update again SOON. :P

*Happy Birthday to ESTHER KU and PESSIE FOO! :D

2010-07-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

It've been 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 since the lazy ass last posted. Opsss. I forgot the last post was posted by me -.- . So it should be.. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,151,6,17! Woah! (Y)

See how lazy she is. Alamak! The blog got Spiddddddy-websss already! :S *Shakehead!
Gosh. I am like talking to myself :X.

By the way. I am dropping by to say I know Baby misses me!:P Hohoho!
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I miss You too my little baby! :P {Hearts/}
Love you! & Don't be lazy!

Studyhard! Xoxo.

{P/S; I love your body scent! }
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2010-06-26T03:44:00.000+08:00

BBQ with BabyNemo! new lover, qingaide and friends (: over at Smb park today! As usual Newlover damn blur and cute can! Though they are younger than me by 1 year but i still do feel good being w them :D .Cause Im young in the heart ! hoho!

* Meet Baby Nemo @ 6.10pm , at Mrt
* Brought chocolate!
* Oh! Btw. Baby Nemo smells great! :P
* Then traveled to Smb park.
* BBQ food
* Eat eat eat
* Baby Nemo keep eating one!
* Talk talk talk
* Went to scroll with Baby Nemo!
* Played swing.
* and headed home with baby!
* Took bus 280!
* Had a short nap in babynemo's arm!
* Baby nemo has the best warmest huggggs!
* & it's only for meeee! :P
* Had the longggg way home (Y) Love it!

The End
Signing off. BabyNemo's Baby! :D
Babynemo! Iloveyou <3 I think u're so damn cuteee!

2010-06-19T23:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH My Dearest. :D

Let me recall what I did today. =p

Met up with Baby, train-ed to AMK to catch our movie, {A-Team}, I don't really understand the movie, maybe because I didn't concentrate on watching. =p After movie, walked around before going to SSC. Had our dinner there, didn't finish our food though. =p After that, went to Yishun, played Arcade! Hees, I love to play the car game with Baby, so fun! :D Bus-ed back home around 9plus close to 10. =)

Though it was quite a short day, but still, I enjoyed! :D
I hope Baby enjoyed too, though we really did nothing much. :D

Oh yea, my parents went overseas, they won't be back until Monday or Tuesday, I'm beginning to miss my Mummy, but well, at least she's enjoying now. :D Hope they'll take care of themselves over there. Hees. :D I'll be a goodgirl while they're away, I feel like cleaning up my house, maybe tml! I don't like to see my house so dirty. :( So, I shall clean up my house tml! (If I'm not lazy though =p)

Okays, that's all for today.
I'm so tired, but I can't get to sleep.
Night-chat with Baby later! :D

BYEBYE! :D
And, I love you. :)

2010-06-13T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hi.Pig! Human just drop by! (:
{Like a tagboard for me siaaa:P }
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& England FTW!
((((((((((((((((((((:

Saranghaeyo! Imissyou, and Your scent.
Human wanna hug Pig! :( Now! :(

2010-06-10T06:01:00.002+08:00

GoooodMorning Precious! (:

I miss you, So im here . Ohmygod, I miss you so much
Seee you later! :D Hugsssssssssssssss *

`Saranghaeyo!

2010-06-07T21:06:00.003+08:00

My blog has been rotting for 2 weeks,
thanks to Baby once again, for reviving my blog. :P

Baby made breakfast for me today, VERY SWEET~ Hees. :D
Had my CA2 for Accounts today, although had some mistakes here and there, but well, should be able to pass. :D Next is my Business Law project, left the script and filming, hope it'll be fun and nothing goes wrong, after that is HOLIDAYS~! :D Whoo~!!

After CA, skipped the next half of the lesson, went to meet Baby instead. Went to Bukit Batok watch movie, {Nightmare of the Elm Street} (I think that should be the title) First time watched M18 show in the cinema, Hees. So cool. :P That show, wasn't that gross, but the blood kept spurting out. -.- The sound effects made it scary only. :( I was so scared, but Baby was sweet enough to cover my ears! Hees. :D

After movie, went back to NBSS for BandCamp, I so extra there siia, stayed there for a short while, and home-ed we went. :D Another awesome day spent with Baby. :D

BORING~ Got to stay back tml for Law project! Wed also! Omg! Sigh... No use complaining, still got to face it. :( But it's better do it sooner, then I won't have to worry about it anymore, MUST LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE! :D

BYEBYE! :P

Oh! I seriously think YURI is HOT. :D

2010-06-06T20:05:00.004+08:00

Hello! :P I hacked into your account (:
Oppps! Wait,I never hack cause You allows me to do so .
(:

Goodluck for Your CA tmw!
& Good luck for my CT on tuesday! :(
Precious, Stop passing me the virus leh, the laziness virus horhor! :P

See ya tmw! Imiss you so muchhyyyyyyy! :PX0xo!

Lastly, present You one pretty babe! :D

(: goodbye!

2010-06-06T01:13:00.003+08:00

Pig is lazy to post, Fourteen days never post already such a lazy ass!: P so the hardworking human will post for her (: How nice rightttt? :P winkkkkk!

Let me recall . . .

Monday, spent Long long hours tgt :P amazinggg!

Tuesday, spent another few hours tgt ! <3

Wednesday, no meet up ):

Friday, movie! :P the doggggggie! Movie-ing with pig is the best best best! :D love it! Precious love it toooo,right? :D

Sat, Head out with mommy, and texting with human for entire day! :D night chaaaaat!:P

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Poor human has common test :(
Pig, don't flood my mind, keep some space for my books leeehh!:P dont selfish kaaay :P
Pig! Study for your CA okaaay! don't be lazy hor! if not i will atttttaccccck you!

I will see you on monday, i misssyou my precious piggggie! :P

Count down.. 13 more dayyyyys, my love!

I loveyou :D

teeeeeeheee!

2010-05-23T00:32:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS A ~~FUCKING FUCKED UP~~ DAY!
WTF IS WRONG?!?!
NOTHING seems to be going right today.
EVERYTHING is screwed up!

I'm on the verge of crying. Yea, I'm ~~fucking~~ WEAK. -.-
My feelings is all bottled up and I'm SUFFOCATING. -.-
I'm like all stressed up and I'm feeling terrible!
And my head is exploding because of that fucking noise just now!

~~F.U.C.K~~!!!

2010-05-19T13:29:00.002+08:00

NINE-TEEEEEEEEEEEEEN~ =D

So, it's NINE-TEEN today, awesome day. =p Wednesday, which is today, is a short day for me. =D Sch ended at 11! Today's weather wasn't that bad, kinda cooling. I LIKE. =D Okays, I don't know what to post anymore. It'll be a short post today. =p Meeting Baby later on. Whoohoo~!! =D

BYEBYE.

2010-05-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

I'm quite lazy actually.
But I shall post for the sake of Baby, I'm such a NICE GIRLFRIEND la. :P

Web-cammed with Baby from don't know what time till now. :D She's so adorable, always making me laugh! Was playing the guess-the-song game. :P Hilarious! Baby kept laughing because she's SHY. Hees. :P Time passes so fast with Baby around. :D I can't wait for Monday! Only the breakfast part, cause I'll be meeting Baby for breakfast! Other than that, school basically sucks.

So, my CA1, still quite okay, should be able to pass? My Accounting CA, 6marks fly away. :( Because I couldn't do my theory questions. :( But it's over, who cares. :P I still got Business Law project need to do, VIDEO~ :( I camera shy siia. :( But I must get it over and done with! Deadline is 14th June if I'm not wrong, we're running out of time. :( JIAYOU JIAYOU. :D

Okays, I've finally posted. :D
BYEBYE.
*Web-camming with Baby in process*

2010-05-13T21:28:00.002+08:00

I love my blogskin so much, so I shall post now. =D *random*

School today was kinda boring, no, wrong, school is boring EVERYDAY. -.- Skipped SW once again, just don't feel like going, but I woke up at 6am, TO TAKECARE OF MY HOTEL AND RESTAURANT. =p Then I went back to bed at 6.30am, woke up at 8.30 again. =D

Baby came to fetch me after school! So sweet of her! Hees. =D Went to J8 for a short while before going back to Khatib. Baby took a short nap before going back home. =D Today was awesome even though it was a short moment spent together. =D In fact, EVERYDAY IS AWESOME IF TIME IS SPENT WITH YOU. =D

Accounting CA tml, I didn't study for it. Hope I will pass. FAT HOPES right? Didn't study yet still hope for a pass, I must be dreaming man. =( Maybe I'll study a little bit later. But I'm so lazy. Shall see how then. =) Meeting Baby tml! for only a short while. But it's better than nothing. =D (Must think positively. =p) Wow, I updated without anyone telling me to update, so RARE. =p

*BORED* Baby offline le. Nothing to do~
Shall go rot le, BYEBYE. =D

2010-05-09T22:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :D

Mummy, Thank-you so much for everything You have done for me .
I've got the greatest mummy on earth (:
Mummy, I love you !

"Posting on behalf for my Precious"

2010-05-08T19:59:00.005+08:00

Okays, I'm finally back to update my blog. Hees. =p
Thanks to Baby, my blog didn't rot for long. =D

Due to STM, I shan't update about what happpened before ytd. =p

Went to study with MS ytd at Mac, only studied for a short while and she say she wants to go off. So we walked to Yishun, and it was RAINING! Super COOL~ I love it when it rains. =D Met Baby! Hees, than acc MS to Popular than to bus inter.

Went to Timezone after that. =D Played the-three-colours game, FUN! Baby kept retiring! Hahaha, playing with Baby is SOOOOO FUN~ =D Than we decided to eat. Japanese foodcourt. =D Baby is the one eating, because I don't feel like eating, but we sort of shared the food. =D After eating, Baby said she wants to walk home, but I refused AT FIRST. Because Baby is SICK. =( But we also end up walking home, I can't seem to refuse. =p But we walked halfway, than Baby started to RUN! Than of cause I chase, but the more I chase, the more she run. =p But I can always catch up, hees. =D We ran for a VERY LONG TIME, it was SUPER FUN, AWESOME! I'll ALWAYS be able to chase YOU back. =)

After running, super tired. =p Than we started to walk the long way home, I love that feeling. =D Send Baby home and home-ed I went. =D So, that's what happened ytd, I hope I didn't miss out any part? =D

Did nothing much today, basically just slacked at home, texting with Baby during the whole afternoon. Alright than, I shall stop here le, hees. I'll eat my dinner now, as promised. =D Shall post the next time when I'm not lazy. =p BYEBYE. =p

*Oh! One last thing, thanks BABY for helping me change my blogskin!

I LOVE IT, SO MUCH! =D

No matter how far you'll run, I'll try my best to catch you back.
Baby I love you...

2010-04-27T23:27:00.003+08:00

I'm posting on behalf of my precious who is superb extremely lazy to the max! (:

Basically school started since a week ago.Superb boring.
We met up for the entire week! (: awesome.

The special 19th .Meet up, nothing much.Piggylove was suppose to pick me up from school since I end later than she does.but then I skipped lesson and headed to Bishan to meet her up without letting her know (: Unexpected , she ends early So the smart me (: Asked her to go Bishan Gv to check on the movies lying that sister wanna know.Then,reached Bishan and rushed over to Bishan J8. called her and pretend to ask her where is she (: and Taaadaa!I stood right in front of her. Her facial expression was so lost! Ha-ha! Had our meal. and walk around. Then,we walked under the heavy rain.It's totally insane but awesome feeling ! :D we both enjoyed it. That's the special 19th. Short yet awesome♥

Tuesday. Precious initiated to fetch me after school! (: How sweet! I'm so touched cause I never expect it.

Wednesday. As usual I skipped lesson cause week One is pretty waste of time. Headed off to JP and watched Shutter island . That superb boring movie that makes us dozed off in the cinema! :P . Precious is sweet enough to cover my ears during the loud noises from the movie! It's loud and noisy! :X.

Thursday. Skipskip. * Had Mac. Wanted to eat the spicy fries. and Precious insist that we dont have to tell the person we want that and they will just auto give us . But, guess what! Dont' have one lor. Hahah! precious damn cuteeeee la :P

Friday Pick precious up from school! (: Then headed to precious place wait for her to shower and headed to Plaza Sing. Brought tickets for Date-night! (: It's a nice movie! :D
Had our meals the whatever name one .Ha-ha!

Second week of school!
Had breakfast on Monday (: and precious fetch me home again!
Macdonald, strolling around and& Basketball court ♥
"手牵手一步两步三步四步望著天看星星一颗两颗三颗四颗连成线背著背默默许下心愿"

Today! Precious fetch me home again! How sweet! (: Had short mini-bottlecap kick fight!
:Dlove it! Hearts*

`Precious. I just wanna say.It's fine if u forget cause I m willing to do all the remembering (:
I love you! and I will be your memory!
But don't ever forget, I loveyou and I'll always be there for you (:
also, Your smiles and happiness meant alot to me! *Hugs!
Lastly, Dont forget! I wanna go to your hometown-Zoo! and Watch the Back-up plan!

Signing out. Piggy Precious's love - Adorable Human! (:

2010-04-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

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The-End.
Oh and S.H.E 爱就对了 is very nice =D

2010-04-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

My Baby is so cute!
She called me THREE times just now.
She called to say words that I really didn't expect she will say. =D
I feel so touched! And SHY~ Hees. =D
Okays, BYE. =D

I LOVE MY BABY, SO MUCH! =D

2010-04-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

First week of school was kinda okay I guess? I still miss IQG though. =( I miss playing UNO in the class during our free time, I miss going for break together with my clique, I just miss everything about them. Okays, back to topic. =) I think I should adapt and socialize more with my new classmates... Yea, THINK, think only, I know I won't be able to do it. -.-

When you've suppressed your feelings for too long, you'll breakdown easily, so I guess it's better to let it all out once in awhile.? And crying isn't wrong ain't? I've always felt that it's a sin to cry. -.- But for once, I didn't have that feeling. =) I wonder if I'm too stress or too tired, not feeling good a while ago, but I guess I'm better now? =p Okays, Idk what I'm talking now. -.-

"I'm in one of those moods that nothing is really wrong in my life, but my brain keeps on insisting that there is, or maybe it's my heart that's doing the insisting, I can't really tell..."

"Why is it that we're more willing to open our hearts again for that one person that hurts us the most rather than for someone new?"

"I can't figure out what hurts more, you leaving me or the thought that I wasn't good enough for you."

"YOU are the reason why I have sleepless nights, YOU are the reason why I tend to hold my pillow tight, it's YOU that I'm thinking when I lay down at night, and YOU are the reason I can't sleep without saying Goodnight."

Okays, no more. =p
I'm BORED~ I shall find something else to do.
BYEBYE. =)

I really love you.
The feeling I had, IS LOVE...

2010-04-13T00:09:00.002+08:00

FINAL DAY! 12th April

Only slept for 3 hours before school starts. -.- But, didn't feel that tired afterall. So basically, first day of school SUCKS! It's great seeing all my IQG mates today, but it's fucking depressing to know we're all split-ing up! =( And now my class is like, F.U.C.K. -.- I DON'T LIKE MY CLASS! It's fucking BORING la! Yolk isn't in the same class with me, there's no one to entertain me anymore, I'm so gonna miss her entertainment. BIG BIG SIGH. =( And my class is on the top floor! It's bloody WARM siia! Even sitting down can also perspire, like WTF?! I'm so agitated man, if I'm going to rant, it's gonna be one page long. -.- Now I don't even feel like going down to the canteen, I got to climb so many stairs. WHY??? =( Okays, I need to stop. =(

So, okays, didn't really had any lesson today, basically just briefing that's all, and I end at 4 today, so late. =( So yea, went home straight, I seriously can't stand the weather, it's melting me. Idiot. -.- I feel like complaining so much today... =(

I LOVE THE BIG RAIN THIS EVENING, and the wind is bloody STRONG siia. =D I like this kind of weather. but I can't imagine if I'm outside, I'll most probably get blown away ba. =p And just now I asked my Mummy for money for school stuffs, I kept hesitating to ask her siia, because I feel that, I shouldn't be asking money from her anymore? But I got no choice, I'm broke, and when I really asked her, she said 'okay ar' WITHOUT HESITATING. She didn't ask me why I took money from her, she just said OKAY. She even said she trust me. TOUCHED. =( I LOVE MY MUMMY. =D

I'm talking craps once again. I'm not in the right state of mind. Don't mind me thankyou. And Baby is back! =D HEES. FINALLY! I MISS HER LIKE HELL CAN?! I can finally text her for the whole day and not once in awhile anymore. *happy* =D

Alright, I shall stop here now, it's getting late and I got to wake up at 6 when my lesson starts at 9. Thanks to NG JIN CONG. -.- BYEBYE.

I wanna hug you, FOREVER.

2010-04-12T00:23:00.002+08:00

FOURTH DAY, 11th April

Today, didn't do anything, stayed at home and just ROT. -.- It's either I'm on9 or watching TV. So, nothing to update actually. =p But I just chatted with Baby on MSN! =D I feel like I didn't chat with her for a long time le... But she'll be back tml! Or shld I say later, since it's past 12 now. =p Okays, I got school tml, later I meant. -.- And I know I should sleep early, but I just can't sleep, I don't think teacher will be teaching anyway, will be quite slacking I guess? I GUESS. -.- Stupid school, why did my holidays end so fast? SADDEN. =(

Alrites, will be updating till here, update tml again. =)
BYEBYE. =)

Baby, you're coming back! =D

2010-04-10T20:01:00.002+08:00

I wonder why my pic always so small. =(

THIRD DAY, 10th April

Basically, just slacked at home the whole day. There's NOTHING to watch on TV, nothing to do at home, I've been lying in bed for the past few hours. -.- BORED! What a fucking day this is, I know I should ask my friends out, but I'm SO SO LAZY to go out la. =( None of the places sound interesting to me without you. =( God, I should stop sounding AND being so emo. No good no good. Want to go out but I'm so broke. =( Never mind, school's gonna start soon, I can start saving money le. =D And I can't believe I'm not in the same class with any of my friends, WTH? I'll be so lonely la. SIGH. =( But looking on the positive side, maybe it's better. =p

Okays, there's nth else to update le, because that's what I did the whole day. =( Still got two more days, ENDURE! ... But I'm dying le la. ='( I miss Baby so much.

Third day.
My Happy Pills. =(
Baby, I miss your smile.
Basically I just miss everything about you.

2010-04-09T17:41:00.003+08:00

SECOND DAY, 9th April

I only had THREE hours of sleep last night, slept at 4am, woke up at 7. F. Tired. -.- Went to visit my grandfather early in the morning. I don't know any other better words, so I used 'visit'. -.- So, firstly, the weather today is like FUCKING HOT! And secondly, I'm super tired today. So during the whole morning when I was doing nothing, I was basically just spacing out. -.- Finally was able to go home around 11am. Reached home, watched abit of TV, and *poof* I was on my bed, sleeping~ =D I'll be in a BAD BAD mood if I didn't have a good sleep. =p Woke up around 4plus in the afternoon. =) Okays, 2nd day is going to pass soon. I've got three more days to go, basket, so f. long. =( I need to remind myself to go to Bugis. =D

Okays, shall stop here now, will be taking care of Baby's Hotel later. Later got bugs, she sure complain and nag de. =p BYEBYE. =D
Update again tml. =)

I can't believe this is only the 2nd day. =(
Time is passing SO SLOWLY. =(
I need your HUGS badly Baby... =(

2010-04-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY. 8th April

Went to bed at around 4plus in the morning, was texting Baby that's why. =D So, she's not in S'pore now, and I'm missing her like hell. =( But Baby texted me and called me from HongKong! *HAPPY* =D Okays, back to topic. =p

Woke up around 10plus, because I got to go to Lavender with my Mummy to collect my passport. 10plus is f. early for me. =( So yea, everything was done in quite a short while. Train-ed to Yishun for lunch, Sakae Sushi with my Mummy. =D And and, Baby, I saw that Everlast Guy, hahaha. *random* =p Reached home at around 3plus. =)

Slacked and watched TV the entire day, and of cos, I'm still in ONE PIECE. Safe and sound. =) Didn't self-emo, but I really miss my Baby the whole day. I guess she's eating well now ba, must be munching all the way while walking. =D Hope she's sleeping well and taking good care of herself. I'm so worried about that Silly Baby of mine. =(

Okays, shall stop here, will update again the next day. =)
BYEBYE. =)

Silly Baby, I Miss You SO MUCH. =(

2010-04-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

Ytd wasn't really a good day, NIGHTMARE, but I'm going to have SWEET DREAMS from now on. =D Didn't really sleep ytd, and morning came, morning TOTALLY SUCKS for me, so I shall skip this part. =)

Went to Lover's house ytd, slack and watch the Taiwan Drama, I don't know what's that show called, slacked till 6, bus-ed to Yishun to meet up with KH. FUNLAND~ I broke my own record! My score now is 608! *happy* =D Than Baby came! But it's only for a VERY SHORT moment. It's definitely not enough, she went Funland just to meet me up and pass me chocolate, and a letter as well, thoughtful aint? I'm so proud to have such a thoughtful Baby by my side, and I just love her so much. =D Than Baby went off to meet her friend, so Lover, KH and me went to roam about, and they acc me to have my hair cut! *happy* =D Than blahblahblah, went to some void deck to chat chat, COOL. =D Chatted till 10 and home-ed we went. =D

Baby, you shld give me that letter la. =(
I won't be able to see you for like don't know how many days you know. =(
I will miss you like hell~ =(
I'm so negative now, you shld give me my ANTIDOTE. =p
Baby, I'll miss you, really...

Okays, I'm so tired and I really need some sleep.
I feel like I'm a walking Panda/zombie.
I'm finally done with my post, Baby doesn't need to wait anymore. =D
Alrights than, BYEBYE~ =p

2010-04-04T01:16:00.004+08:00

I've finally, deleted all my previous posts. I felt kinda, happy now. =)
I shall explain why later, maybe part of it is because of Baby? =)

So, that Silly girl went to look through almost all of my previous posts. So embarrassing, my English is like totally CMI, and she kept laughing at it. *sad* So I got nagged at my English teacher just now, it's 'went home straight' and not 'went straight home', though I still don't think there's a difference, but never mind, 'teacher' is always right. =p I've got the BEST English Teacher by my side now, my English should be able to improve, I THINK? =p

I wanted to delete my previous posts long ago, but I can't bear to seriously. Each time I wanted to delete, I will stop myself, and now I really wonder why. Is it because those are like my memory? Deleting it is like deleting my memory.? But never mind, it doesn't matter anymore. It's better to delete anyway, and it's better to forget. =)

*Baby, please don't worry.
I'm not greedy, one is really enough for me.
And that ONE, is YOU.
It'll only be you and no1 else.
I Love You...